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I'm Not Scared Anymore

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Published: May 29, 2007

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This was for all the times I've cried
For every confession
For every lie

Every word that hurt someone
All the damage that's been done

This was for all the hidden pain
The stupid things I did
The guilt and shame

My confusion between love and hate
All the times I was kept up late

I know love
I've known fear
Love's the thing that kept me here
That, and once I was afraid of death
Till life became too big a mess

It's over now
My heartbeat's gone
My love is still forever strong
But something changed
Something I don't feel
The fear I felt's no longer real

Now I'm lost in death's embrace
Forgotten is life's bitter taste

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I had the line "I'm not scared anymore" stuck in my head
And I wanted to write something to go with it
Well I just wanted to write at all really...

But yea I ended up with this

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