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I hate how much I miss you when you're not around
I hate the words I never say when I finally have the chance

I hate it how I lie to you and tell you I'm okay
I hate the way I tell myself things won't always be this way

I hate that I don't talk to you about everything I used to
I hate how I don't always tell you the whole truth

I hate holding back tears when I look into your eyes
I hate letting go of you when we have to say goodbye

I hate not being the happy girl I pretend to be
I hate the thoughts I get about making myself bleed

I hate it when I lie awake and think of you at night
I hate when I finally fall asleep and dream about us fight

I hate waking up at midnight wishing I wasn't alive
I hate walking around alone contemplating suicide

I hate that I haven't told you any of this stuff
I hate how I don't tell you anywhere near enough
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Just some stuff on my mind today
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I hate the words I never seem to say
I hate not saying 'I love You' one last time.

Sorry I was inspired :)

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The death of one child is a tragedy, the death of thousands is a statistic.

Tonight time has no hold on us. Tonight we are immortal.

'The old Lie; Dulce et Decorum est Pro patria mori'

My hopes are so high I think your kiss might just kill me
Thanks :)

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Never let them take you alive.
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Kingdom of Loathing: kiara_xx && xhxixdxdxexnx
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Lol
Don't apoligize :P That's good :)

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Never let them take you alive.
MySpace: fruitloop_queen
Kingdom of Loathing: kiara_xx && xhxixdxdxexnx
RuneScape: p5ych071c && blood_kissed
OMG. That almost made me cry. Thats exactly what I've been feeling lately. Especially the part about pretending to be happy. That was a very good poem.

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Leave the past in the past
Gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
Your gonna miss me when I’m gone
Your gonna miss me when I’m gone

~When I'm Gone
~~Simple Plan
(a tear drips of this chin)

The hatred of ever loving, devouring the mind
Hoping that death's sweet kiss shall be due in time

The hatred of feeling your pain through these sad words
Stabbs this heart with a thousand blades of sorts
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Very touching poem, and I pray your pain and regret go away.
I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling like that too, it's not exactly fun :(
But thanks :)

--
Never let them take you alive.
MySpace: fruitloop_queen
Kingdom of Loathing: kiara_xx && xhxixdxdxexnx
RuneScape: p5ych071c && blood_kissed
*Loves it*
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Thankyou.

--
Never let them take you alive.
MySpace: fruitloop_queen
Kingdom of Loathing: kiara_xx && xhxixdxdxexnx
RuneScape: p5ych071c && blood_kissed
Its not fun... But maybe one day I'll get past it... Maybe...

--
Leave the past in the past
Gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
Your gonna miss me when I’m gone
Your gonna miss me when I’m gone

~When I'm Gone
~~Simple Plan

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