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Never elbow a toasty makerNewest
25 January 2009I guess it's almost similar to drowning. It's hard to breathe, you can't move properly and don't want to anyway. It feels like you're collapsing in on yourself, and the whole world is pushing you down. Like gravity has increased just for you. You can't remember any other feeling. You think happiness is an impossibility. It feels like your heart is a black hole sucking the rest of you in. Light hurts, moving hurts, living hurts. You want to hurt more just so you can stop thinking about it. Can almost see the blood running down your arm. Imagine licking it off. But you don't even have the strength to try. There's nothing else.25 January 2009
by ~xhxixdxdxexnx
SometimesSometimes I just get so sickSometimes
Of holding myself together Until I can finally cry myself to sleep
Of thinking about how much I hate them Knowing they're better than me
Of keeping everything inside So everyone else can be happy
Of looking for a way out When there's none to be found
Of ignoring the blade's call So you never have to know
And sometimes... It's too much
by ~xhxixdxdxexnx
The Pathetic Tale...I could feel it coming, I was sinking again. I didn't resist. No one was around to feel obligated to save me. Sometimes I almost wished I had time to get used to this. Almost. At least I was prepared now. I turned up the music - already screaming in my ears - to try and block at least some of the onslaught. I knew it wasn't much use though. I could already feel the world crushing me, 1000 painful thoughts swirling through my brain. I could hear my mind pleading me to focus on physical pain instead. But there was only so far I could pull away from him. I'd promised no more, and no matter what he'd done I couldn't make myself break that pThe Pathetic Tale...
by ~xhxixdxdxexnx
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accept meby ~Marmite-Mo
Two Plus TwoTwo Plus TwoTwo Plus Two
She was one for dramatics We thought as she lit her hair on fire “You want to see me burn? Watch me fucking burn” she screamed
We stood there, and waited Someone –one of us- we know not which Grabbed a bucket and doused her
We wiped away her tears
“How could you let me do that?” She asked in the most pitiful of tears “You don’t love me, you don’t care”
She was one for dramatics We thought as she stood on the edge “I’m going to fucking jump, None of you would
by ~navajo-sunshine
The SilloueteThe SilhouetteThe Sillouete
She’s the little girl With the pink blanket Hair done up in pig tales With the flawless smile Hiding in the shadows Buried back against the wall
He’s the silhouette at the window Looking for a gap in the blinds Looking for a way to stare in At her angelic perfection Her dear sweet innocence That he swore he’d steal He’d take in a vengeful rage
She’s huddling there Jumping at every sound Is it him, are those his footsteps? She’s just a little girl Scared of him and all the
by ~navajo-sunshine
Questions to Your AnswersQuestions to Your AnswersQuestions to Your Answers
You talk of nothing as if it’s all you have You say you have nothing Yet how can that be so? If you have nothing, you have something Isn’t that they way the shadows showed?
You talk about numbness Ignorance from pain Yet that’s all you FEEL How can you be numb if you’re still hurting?
This is the way I see it, and maybe it’s just me Is this the truth of the misery?
You wish you had nothing so you could care naught Yet you still have something, have you forgot?
You wish you were num
by ~navajo-sunshine
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Morgan - singer/bassist looking for a serious band
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"But these impulses may be from below, not above."[said the elder and] I replied, " They do not seem to me to be such; but if I am the Devil's child, I will live from the Devil." No law can be sacred to me but that of my own nature.
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Morgan - singer/bassist looking for a serious band
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Morgan - singer/bassist looking for a serious band
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